Two years have flown by since you took your final bow. Two years gone, yet the pain is still as fresh as when it happened. Two years without your calls to gist. Two years without your calls about Cedarwood, two years without your warm hugs. Two years without stopping at Magodo when I visit. Two years Deki!
We all miss you terribly, it’s hard to just keep going without you amongst us.
A lot has happened since you left. A lot has changed yet nothing has changed! The world is still beautiful yet so ugly. People are still kind yet so cruel. What I’m saying is, that the world is still filled with the good, the bad and the ugly, it’s up to us which one to see and focus on.
I always wonder what goes on in the afterlife, I’m sure many people do, especially those who have lost loved ones. Do you guys see what’s going on? Do you guys just rest? I don’t know, but I hope you do. I hope you see how well your little boy is. He is surrounded by love in abundance. I hope you see how we are struggling with your demise. Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we cry! We still wonder why it had to be that way.
I hope you’re resting and happy. I hope you are with mum and that you’re taking care of each other. I hope you’re dancing and worshipping. I hope you’re good.
We miss you so much Deki, you’ll always be a part of us, always and forever…